Friday, November 13, 2009
paradigm shift : every exit is an entry
Saturday, October 24, 2009
of budget, the 'rakyat' and a reality check
Rewards for students who excel in studies:
- 30 National Scholarships for the creme de la creme of students, strictly based on merit
- Conversion of PTPTN loans to scholarships for students who graduate with 1st class honours degree, beginning from 2010,
- Offer of netbook package, including free broadband service, to university students for RM50 per month for 2 years.
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and that's it.
No news on MARA loans for Bumiputera students in private colleges.
i mean, needy students who each fajr, pray for the ni'mah of education to be blessed upon them for another day.
students who eat rice with fried anchovies or instant noodles almost everyday...not because of a change in taste and appetite, but just because they couldn't afford anything else
students who REALLY appreciate the holistic value of education.
students whose passion for learning, is fueled by a hunger for tarbiah.
students who have seen the worst.
students who deserve a second chance.
students who wants to BE CHANGED...and to CHANGE OTHERS.
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and for that, the blue highlighted lines disgusted me.
yes, they disgusted me.
And (remember) when your Lord proclaimed: Indeed if you are grateful, I will bestow more upon you, and if you deny My Favours, know that My punishment is terrible indeed!
(Surah Ibrahim:7)
Monday, October 19, 2009
the calling
Thursday, October 8, 2009
of niqab, bikini and unjustified thought
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
a first for everything
there is always a first for everything.
first time wearing a school uniform.
first time licking an ice-cream.
first time calling the azaan (with a full body shiver)
first time being away from home.
and now,
first Ramadhan (and the upcoming Syawal) as a lecturer....
a KTD lecturer.
it's as if you are being sucked into a new dimension, a new realm of thinking....
a new system.
looking at my students, my brothers, undergoing Ramadhan somehow recalls the memories of me myself performing saum during my student days...
only the memories of myself, i presume, were not at par at all with what they are having now.
how lucky you are, my students, my brothers,
to be reminded almost every day, of the barakah of Ramadhan, and to have the drive to prostrate and face Allah at every time you could.
how lucky you are, my students, my brothers,
to be in a place where everyone is rushing...
rushing to grab God's promises, promises of the unthinkable merits one would attain in this holy month.
how lucky you are, my students, my brothers,
to be surrounded by people who would say "Akhi (brother), you are fasting" when you are mad, or when you are doing things that would reduce your merits, or mar the holiness of this month.
how lucky you are, my students, my brothers,
to be echoed by voices reciting al-Qur'an almost everywhere you go, reminding yourself that you should also grab one, and join the melodious tune.
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how lucky you are.
May the barakah of Ramadhan is showered on you (and me), and the coming Syawal becomes a blessed and joyful celebration for us.
a celebration for those who are in search of God's mardhatillah and knowledge.........sincerely.
EID MUBARAK....MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN =)





